I wish people could live forever because I hate living life just wondering when and where.
Dear Anonymous,
I hate that I know so much about him and I can’t hate him for any of it. I hate that he provides me with something and will hold it over my head forever. I hate what he did and how he did it. People wonder why I never have boyfriends or stay away from tying me down to one specific group of friends; and part of it is because when he left, it left the impression that people always leave. The worst part is, is that I feel guilty for being angry with you, when you should feel disappointed in yourself for making us anything but your first priority. I try so hard to show you what you are missing and I always do something wrong. Whether it be asking if you are okay, when it’s obvious you aren’t, or filling you in on my life because I rarely see you. I wish you would sit me down and apologize, because I do know. I do know that you ripped us apart and I do know why everything suddenly disappeared.
Love, Katie.
I keep skipping days! That is what happens when you’re a work-a-holic.
Anways, Before I go off to work, AGAIN…
I liked growing up in the 90s and I also like the time I live in now.. although I do wish the simpler times: no computers or phones to distract everyone and using you imagination instead of technology. But I would not change that for the world we live in today, because years ago even though we were free, we weren’t, and I think now we are getting closer to that goal. Don’t get me wrong, I would prefer we did not have war and all the bad stuff but at least we are doing some things right.
- Katie.
Well if you haven’t noticed.. I should probably be on day 6, but oh well (:
Anyways, I don’t have a favorite band or type of music. I like it all. I love Neutral Milk Hotel, The Strokes, Matt & Kim, Kid Cudi, Mac Miller, Minus The Bear, Passionpit, Cold War Kids, Katy Perry, Radiohead.. I could make this list go on forever.
But mostly I love listening to music to motivate me to do somethings, because silence makes me sleepy :)